A time to keep silence, and a time to speak

Wow.

It's been a minute since I've gotten on this livejournal. How is everyone?

omg..aj socks is on livejournal beware..BEWARE!!!

Near or Far I will always be there for my family and friends. I love them, but college is calling me. I can't wait to get this party of my life started. However, my grandma is suffering from separation anxiety and doesn't want me to go away for college. Weird yet normal, she is now showing that mother's nest syndrome a few days before I leave. Did her anxiety just build up over the last few months and just explode out of her? Because she seemed fine with me leaving until recently. I guess I can't blame her, but her reactions seem like she is angry with me instead of proud or sad...not fun.

Right now I need to gather the rest of the stuff I'm going to move into my dorm..
1.cosmetics
2.shoes
3.picture frames
4.blankets
5.movies
6.scents
7.books
8.snacks :)
9.fav stuff animal
10.laptop
11.jewelry
12.school supplies
13.fridge
14.wall stickers
15.bulletin board

I'm thinking about taking down my tinkerbell poster and posting it on my dorm wall..but I might just buy another one. I also wanted to make a collage of some sort to go on my wall to..I can't stand open unused wall space. Every time I look at the walls bareness I shudder. I need COLOR!

Not quite a true move in the martial arts world but I wish it was because I need a quick weight fix. I'm beginning to chub up in the belly and thigh area. Not good. Not good at all. I hate feeling so fat, ugly, and sick inside even though I know I'm not.
Sadly, I have hurt my body by not exercising and eating healthy all summer. So I decided to use my "free" membership at my college when I start back school next week. I mean hey, I might as well use the damn card since I was forced to paid for the membership unknowingly. (which was dirty..)
I will force myself to go to the gym four times a week.
FOUR TIMES. NO LESS.
Yep, that is my set goal.
Not saying I don't waver from it within a month..watch me. However with a lot of determination and perseverance that is somewhere deep inside me, I will try to stay focus.

Today I have been wallowing in a bad mood, but this video place a smile back on my face...Justin Timberlake is a funny guy.

OMG My dog flew like 3 feet..O.o

It's the kibble. gotta be.

Recently I've changed my livejournal layout so many times and I'm still totally unsure what I want to do with it. It's really frustrating.
I guess I'll keep it Expresso at Midnight for now. I should create my own layout but I'm too lazy to sit down and concentrate on it. I'm so easily distracted.

I am satisfied because I hit jackpot today. My old coach bag is has been through many battles with me, and it is fine time for coach to retire. So, I have been dying for a new purse. However I'm VERY picky about many things. Purses are one of them. For months I couldn't find the right purse at the right price for me..UNTIL TODAY. :)

It is a fat tote Dereon grayish color that will go with any outfit type of purse. I fell in love at $30.00. Ka-Ching! Now I'm styling baby.

So this is my first post using my ipod touch. And it is amazingly annoying to type this post on this touch screen. Ughhh! But it is kinda fun to LOL so I cannot complain. I love this device! I want to get some apps. So I'm in a great mood. :)

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This violated Japanese cuisine.

What movie is in your DVD player?
Transformers

Is anything wrong with your eyes?
I'm nearsighted :(

When was the last time you cried?
cant remember

Are you happy right now?
i'm content

Do you feel comfortable getting up and giving speeches?
only if i ABSOLUTELY have to..humph.

What are you wearing right now?
bikini and cheer shorts

Is there something you're looking forward to?
vacation&​&​college

What are you listening to right now?
birthday sex - jeremih

Do you like winter?
sometimes

Have you ever made someone laugh when they were crying?
yea...those are the best laughs

Do you currently have a hickey?
no nosy.

When you're running, do you stop to drink?
afterwards but not during

Four feelings at the moment?
lonely.content.restless.flirty

Are you thinking of someone right now?
kinda..

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
mall :)

Ever called a person useless?
oh yeah :/

Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
yeah :/

Has someone put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
yep

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
oh yeah... that actually happens to me often

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
always lol

Do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
no but he pissed me off..

Do you love the last person who called you boo?
of course!!

Who was the last person to text you?
my BBF!!

Are you currently wearing makeup?
eyeliner

Has someone recently let you down?
oh yeah..still recovering

Have you spoken to your ex today?
no..couple days ago

What is the closest pink object to you?
my bed covers

Are you listening to music right now?
yep

Who was in your company the last time you consumed alcohol?
...

Are you a cigarette smoker?
ew no

Where will you be at 2am this morning?
probably sleep or writing

Are you currently heart broken? If so, for how long?
no

Who was the last person to give you a ride home?
im the chauffeur :/

Do you have an issue right now?
kinda..

Did you get any new friend request today?
3 on Facebook

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
def slowly

Want someone back in your life?
nope

What was the last pill that you took?
motrin

What made you laugh yesterday?
a bunch of stuff

What color was the last towel you used?
brown

Do you want a girlfriend?
uh no... im not dikin

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you:
def taller

What is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie:
chocolate or popcorn ;)

What do you wash first in the shower?
upper body

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
my cousin's bed

Do you regret anything youve done recent?
oh yes :(

Is there anybody you wish you could see?
kinda

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
who knows

What makes you mad about most girls?
they are stupid and gullible

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
shid i would lol

Can you be your complete self around the person you like?
not yet

What color are your eyes?
brown

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
waking up in my bed..

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
uh no

Do you like summer?
always with love

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
yea..doesn't everyone?

Would you rather lose your ears or lose your nose?
my poor nose

Why is your hair wet?
its not..

Do you like fried chicken?
love it w/ PASHON

Would you rather eat lotion or duck tape?
ewww... neither

Drink milk all day or drink soda?
soda

Would you eat a raw fish or raw octopus?
ewww... neither.

I got an ipod and ate at Dolce for the 1st time!!